Too self righteous

This is my bitch blog so a lot of time I sound self righteous, but partly because I am. I am a physician, which means I am a "know it all", and although I usually tried to treat my patients with compassion it didn't mean I didn't recognize when I was being manipulated either because they were a sociopath or they lacked part of their personality.

So when I condemn druggies or promiscuous gays who are busy trying to destroy the family so they can feel good about themself, it may be because I see this as a manipulation of a narcissist who deep inside hates himself and seeks to escape the self hatred (and yes, I know: Psychotherapy...but it doesn't work very well you know)

LINK

In an interview with British magazine Gay Times, BBC Radio 4 journalist Mobeen Azhar recounted his experience hunting for chemsex anecdotes. “I actively searched for someone to tell me how they’d made an informed and calculated choice to use chems and, that for them, the chem scene is just recreation.” What he found instead, Azhar said, were stories tinged with sadness. “Even those who told me sex on chems made them feel ‘like a don’ would follow up such celebratory statements with tales of rejection, regret, loneliness and longing for intimacy,” he said. “These became reoccurring themes among every chem user I spoke to.”